..2008 - I'll miss u :)

So today happens to b d last day of current year ( 2008 ) n i thot of writin sumthin..not only to bid farewell to 2008 but also to welcum 2009..jus pennin ( typin ;) dwn my thots..n actions..
This year... I..
Did a feature on my own in my magazine ( 1st feature of mine)
I sat for appraisals whereas I wasnt eligible to..all thanx to my Boss..
I had decided to quit my job in Feb n m glad I dint..again d credit goes to Montoo...
This Feb reminded me of d valentine spent wid sum1..n also reminded me of d breakup which happened on 14th itself..oh..not to forget my accident..it still pains..n d scar is a constant reminder of it..
Got into another relation for a while..met new people here in ahmedabad..found new frenz..
Rimjhim Singh joined our team n dat was d best thing to happen..
A frend died..
Got over wid a so called "fling"....!!!Celebrated completion of 6months in IT..
Ritu got into FC,Pune..
so far..professional life was OK..usual tensions..clashes..n celebrations n yeah Sanjeev decided to quit..personal was also fine...nothin BAD atleast :)
Sumesh joined our team...
ABU trip..My B'day & Montoo's resignation - same day!!!!!! Ritu hospitalised..my trip to Pune..meetin old frenz...Pankaj's resignation..
My decision to quit..then not to quit..not only shows my indecisiveness but also some1's gud convincin skills..
Timsey died..Anshu Bhaiya was diagnosed with Cancer..d MOST peaceful Diwali..Chhavi's ngagement..
November we were reduced to a team of 3members...copin wid d change..infact in a way it was a new beginin for me..
My parents celebrated their 25th Marriage Anniversary,..no big celebrations...as Ritu n Sneha wernt here n moreover they wanted to b wid each other..so both of them left for Abu...
We got a new member who left d job as a new member only - dunno if it is grammatically correct but it is "emotionally" correct..so again we r 3..
Contributed sumthin in Aspire..which was a BIG thing for me..n m sorry for bein selfish but I'll take major chunk of credit for this...
Xmas this year was gOOOOOOOOOd ;) n a lot many positiv things happened in d last 15days of 2008..which i cant mention rite now..but soon u wud all know about it all ;)
Sumhow I feel I hav not able to do justice to this post..i mean..not been able to xpress d right way..nevertheless..2007 gave me a new job..n 2008 saw me continuin n growin in d same..even my personal life was COMPARATIVELY calmer n peaceful..infact if I look at it..I learnt a lot from every episode...every incident..n my mom feels I hav become more understandin ;)
This post wud b incomplete widout wishin my "H'ble" readers a very happy new year..
wishin dat I get sum more surprises in near future...
wishin dat "WE" - my frenz..hav a reunion soon..
wishin dat i get permission to go for trekkin..
wishin dat dis recession gets over soon..
wishin I stick to my New Year Resolution ;)
...A VERY HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL :)

...the COUNTDOWN begins...!!!

..NO... the countdown hasnt really begun..atleast not for many..jus dat d ticker on MTV reminded me dat it has begun..!!

here m talkin about "few" ( sum 15 more ) days left for 2009 to arrive.. n it mentioned somethin about NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS!!!- we need a reason to make n break promises...lolz..

..but yeah..this "new year res." is much hyped about...so even i thot of makin some promises to myself..n here d list begins..

• ...do my work properly - i believe there IS a lack of sincerity..
• ..to go for some adventure..trekkin or raftin - dat has to be ASAP..
• ..to follow a strict diet..most of the time - i get distracted soon u c ;)
• ..to do somethin about my room's settings - i jus keep plannin only..
• ..to buy a new camera widout takin loan from mom - d installments r lifelong otherwise :(
• ..to travel as much as i can - i jus looooov travellin..
• ..grow professionally - "HOW"..i need to find dat out SOON :)
• ...spend more time wid "close" ones - d list is long..
• ...spend more money on "EVERYTHIN" - i looooooov shoppin..
• ...earn more money for d same - i jus fall short of money everytime ;)
• ...go out on a vacation wid family - due for long;not to b included in "travellin" list ;)
• ...pick up some hobby / course - hav been plannin to join spin academy for long..
• ...take my MBA seriusly - jus filled d form, will study for d same too ...
• ..buy a laptop for my sis - hope my company is meherbaan on me :)
• ...do a course in corporate communication - again long overdue n much needed!!!
• ...LAST BUT NOT LEAST - bid FINAL "goodbye" to few people & incidents of my life..somethin which i seriusly want to do..but havent been able to muster up enough courage to..memories do linger but now i want its shadow to fade away..

It may sound philosophical but I c a major change happenin in my life..it could be related to my job..or my personal life but I c somethin positive happenin..n even if it doesnt in a positive way..m sure i'll be able to handle it..
...suddenly dont know y..but m feelin full of energy and strenghth to cope up with jus "anythin n everythin "... i think its time to hide "vulnerable" me for atleast sometime..
..so dear "h'ble" readers... we jus need a reason , an ocassion.. to change our outlook / habits ... make some promises.. break some.. but what is really required is to be honest with ourselves!!!!
..... We are our deep DESIRES...
..... As is our desire , so is our WILL..
.... As is our will , so is our ACT....
....As is our act , so is our DESTINY...!!!
...looking forward to LIFE.. :)
P.S - yeah..if i'v forgotten somethin..do add it in ur comments..shall definitely make necessary changes :)

...silly na..dhat ;)

m gettin bored..this line reminds of sumone close to me..but then IT is d state of my mind..

m gettin very very bored..i jus dunno wat to do..i hav nothin to do..i can go off to sleep n sleep for hours together...cuz I LOVE SLEEPIN but i'm not feelin sleepy..

infact m tired..but m not feelin sleepy..m feelin sad..very sad..n again i dunno y..- silly na!!!..dhat ;)

i seriusly want to cry..big time..but m unable to cry..its strange..cuz i cry easily (though few mite disagree) but that's not the problem..d problem is dat I want to cry.. Y cant i break all ties wid few people..?? y do they bounce back wen needed least n vanish wen needed most??y cant i jus erase few episodes of my life wid a "delete" button??y cant i jus luk at d brighter side of evrythin n evrytime??y dun i hav reasons to d way i feel at times ( or perhaps most of d time)?? n i dunno..so i want to cry..perhaps dat wud wipe out sum of my silly thots!!!!!
but its not easy..infact rite now i feel its not easy..

Y m i repeating it again n again...?? wat reasons do i hav??

m into a gud job (hope my boss reads it ;), a comfortable life..mum dad here to take care of me..i earn to spend on myself..no responsibilities (monetory only ;),no possessive boy frend..loads of frenz...(though hardly here in ahmdabad )...i jus dont know how my time passes by..

but...still every mornin i luk forward to ANOTHER day..n not the present day!!! n dats SAD..!!

my colleague finds me a workaholic n earlier i used to deny it..but now i agree wid her..its true..i jus need sumthin to do..somethin i njoyin doin.. mayb a way to jus keep myself buzy..cuz dats wat i have always been doin..doin sumthin or d other..n then sleep..aahhaa.. ;)

My folks r (seriusly ) lukin for a match..n m not bothered..i dun hav any preferences..n still i say no to guys they select..cuz i dunno..earlier i thot its cuz m commitmnt phobic..but i guess m not... m jus scared of being hurt..which we all are..but at d same time,we dun stop lovin..n livin..but then nor hav i stopped lovin n livin..!!!..comin out of one relationship n fallin into another is not wat i want..facin situation is not D ONLY solution everytime..sumtimes runnin away is a gud alternative as well ;)
..i know this all makes no sense but jus hav a habit of "enlightenin" my readers ;)

and another problem wid me is dat i get bored easily - back to line one ;)

the other day i told mum dat i need a break..she asked..."from what??" n i dint hav any answer...its not my job dat i want a break from-atleast not in dis recession period ;) .. its not my boyfrend .. its not my folks ..but its ME!!!

woh kehte hai na.. "khud ko dhoondne jaana hai "... somethin of dat sort..lolz..

no its not even dat...!! i know wat kind of person i am .. wat i want ( or rather wanted) from my life n wat i hav finally got so its not for SELF REALISATION dat i want a break for..

cuz m lost..m bored n m sad..(add VERY ) ... !!!

i'll tell u sumthin.. i want to pack my bag ( jus a rucksack ), get my ticket done n leave for north India...ahead of Srinagar...alone or perhaps wid sum1 who dusnt know me dat well...jus me n her/ him..for a week..i hav everythin planned n set..all i need is permission from my folks..which m not gettin..atleast till FEB..so this plan WILL materialise in March most probably...

to b honest..i dont know wat will happen in 2009 (as if u know ;) but wat i mean is dat i dont hav my life planned AT ALL..

I mite change my job..mite stick to this one..mite shift to another city..mite stay here..mite get married..mite get ngagd..mite remain single.. - so nuthin is planned cuz i hav left it ALL on God n my parents ( i hav better things to do ;)

i dunno y m writin this..n infact writin ALL this..one thing is for sure..if i dun tek dat break..soon..i''l go mad..
n yeah..stretch ur hand n touch..
...not d sky..but ur own self :)

..PEACE into PIECES!!!

MUMBAI BLASTS : 26th Nov'08...another episode of a daily soap..so crudely put but then..we know another one wud soon follow..!!!..all cuz of d faith that I have on our system..!!
...It shocked the WORLD.. but we wernt shocked cuz though we dint xpect this to happen but then we alwez knew sumthin WOULD happen sooner or later..its not dat we r bravehearted people..its cuz we r too coward to JUST to accept d reality but to do nothin about it..
..n now d BLAME GAME begins..politicians playin their roles..of visitin people..places..TRYIN to make their presence felt (.dats wat security is all for)..
this post is not to criticise what happened on 26th..but to gear up for what WILL happen next..this all could have not taken place widout internal help..which WE INDIANS provided..jus reminded me of what Obama said.."WE R UNITED STATES OF AMERICA"..n wat r we.."A BUNCH OF HINDUS N MUSLIMS N CHRISTIANS N so on..."..we have patriotic songs dedicatedto our unity..films portrayin dat..n yeah..speeches of our leaders boastin about it..( read :UNITY) but do we have it..???
there are elections lined up in few states..myb dis could be their plan to divert attention..mayb they hav planned sumthin in sum B town..mayb next cud b me or U..."MAYB" rules our lives..n we let it so..
Dear "H'BLE" readers...lets not get into talkin only..lets do sumthin about this entire episode n stop it from turnin into a daily soap..!!!...n trust me..its not difficult...all we need is to rise above our selfish ulterior motives n think beyond our small world..peep out of d cocoon..n c wat difference can we make in our amall ways..
....lets start by jus being honest to ourselves..n our duties..to start wid..FUNDAMENTAL DUTIES n it is mainly for those who are entrusted with larger roles and responsibilities concernin masses!!!...my colleague jus shared what a housewife said on TV.."in my family..i make sure my family members r disciplined n well mannered even if I have to becum a little stern wid them..all our leaders need to do is to consider INDIA as their family.."..sounds easy..n easy to practice as well...!!!we jus need to try dat...

...a TRUE fairy tale....

..She was 18 n he was 26 when they met for the first time..h was lukin for his soulmate..n she wasnt aware dat he was lukin for "her"...it was through matrimonial alliance in d newspaper that "he" came to know about "her"..n "he" approched "her" father..strict, discplined army officer (d girl's father) invited him to their house..usual "dekhne" ka silsila hua.."he" fell for her instantly but "she" was a little scared..as she felt it was too soon for her to get into a lifelong relation.."they" both decided to give time to each other..n hence.."knowin each ither" ka silsila hua.."he" wooed "her" in d best possible way..n "she" realised no one could ever make her feel lke a princess d way "he" does..so..it was decided that they would soon tie d knot..
..so far it sounds like a normal arranged marriage story..but here comes d twist..
..4 years after their marriage...one day "she" woke up only to realise dat she has got completely paralyzed upto neck..it came as a rude shock to every1(she was a national player of hockey)..she had a family of "him",two kids & mother in law to take care of..doctors lost hope..said only a miracle can cure her..
.."her" father came to take her back forever..but "he" refused..statin dat "she" is my wife..for better & for worse...!!!..n "he" devoted himself completely in curin her..
..while she started recovern.."he" was diagnosed wid an incurable heart disease and was admitted in the same hospital..now she wud drag herself...hold d wall n walk..jus to b wid "him"..
...slowly..gradually..both of them recovered..but the aftereffects are still there.."he" motivated "her" to work..n "she" gave him courage to keep on going..n together "they" wer each other's strength..
...now they have 3 ( i take d liberty to add : wonderful) daughters...a well settled life...n a life to look forward to..
but the past lingers..n "they" look behind at it wid a smile..it was only because they wanted to be together..for each other n because of each other...the relation which has withstood the cruelities of life...n bonded even better wid the passage of time is what keeps them goin..
...in few days time "they" would be celebratin 25years of their "togetherness"...those fights..arguements..teasin..irritatin each other..toleratin each other..n still "being wid each other"..for BETTER & WORSE!!!...
......smilin thru d tears..
..being wid near & dear..
..puttin wid ur fights..
..findin life tight..
..still..u wer d one..
who is d "only" one..
..my worst fears...wer lost in ur arms..
..was bowled over by ur charms..
..u listened to my dreams..
..n made them come true..
..i never had to speak..
..for u alwez knew..
..our long conversations..
..those silent discussions..
wenever i faultered..u wer there to hold me..
n in ur eyes i could see..
the love for "me"..n only "me"..
"WE" hav crossed dat stage..
of "childish immature infatuation" for each other...
..n hav reached an age..
of.."realisin & cherishin individualities" of each other..
"WE" hav seen d sunrise..n d sunset..
..hav passed all d cruel tests...
..of life..
n in ur arms..i rest..
to dream a better tommorrow..
..better than yesterday..
..n i know..it will b so..
..for we are wid each other..
....a request..a wish..a prayer..
..b wid me forever..
for now m used to
..being "complete"..!!
...............few lines dedicated to my parents who would be completin 25 years of their marriage on 28th of this month..n wid dis..i hope n pray..may u guys b alwez happy like dis..FOREVER..
...yeah..they are still livin happily..everafter!! :)

...Her engagement..introduction to mine ;)

Dear Chhavi..This post is dedicated to u for it was u who made me see the other side of grass ( life ;)...well..this post is to describe her engagement..and coincidentally it was Pankaj's engagement as well n the heights of coincidence was dat they wer gettin ngaged to each other... ;)

..n D Day decided was 31st Oct'08...after bein into a virtual relation for four+ years...they wer now gettin into another relation for d lifetime...ngagement is jus a semiofficial stamp ;) (crude but true)

we reached jaipur few days prior to D DAY..."cousins get together.."..n all those who met us were like.."kitni badi ho gayi hai sheel ki betiyaan" n i dint knw wether to thank god or not for our uninterrupted growth process...but its a common dialogue of the relatives world across!!

meetin XTENDED family was fun..n pain as well for all they kept on talkin was my marriage n i was supposed to be nice..decent..sweet..carin..charmin...(not dat m not already..but had to add a little XTRA ;)..to all of them..

..now lets talk about chhavi..afterall this post is dedicated to her ;)..needless to mention, she was lukin very gud..wont give the entire credit to the beatucian..it was more cuz of d glow on her face..she has known Pankaj for ages..but the desperation with which she was lookin forward to meetin him again was sumthin!!..i guess it happens when u r in lov..she wasnt able to smile quite often for she laughs more dan she smiles ;)..and yes..d best part was when the photographer asked her to walk slowly..(she was rushin to d stage) n to blush a little..!!then she realised dat her eagerness was clearly visible..lolz..

the entire function was CONDUCTED (we wer d conductors;) smoothly with few usual xcitin hiccups..n then she was announced formally ngaged to Pankaj..my mother cried..dunno for whom-me,pankaj or chhavi ;)

hey..now d moral of d story-it was a great experience for HER..for she got ngaged..it was great ocassion for US..for we njoyed a lot..n a learnin lesson for me who believes dat one shud get into ANY relation when one is ready..wait for THE right one..but at times we dont realise dat THe one might be just around and we overlook him / her for we are ALWAYS searchin for some one else..dear "h'ble" readers...i'v seen so many people gettin into/out of relations..some even continuin..but its one feelin not worth missin!!!

Dear Pankaj and Chhavi..wish you all the luck for your life..may God bless you..n may God give me enough courage to come out my "commitment phobia"..lov u guys!!!

..."u r interestin..n m interested.."

...words..n words is all dat I have to take ur heart away..
..well..here m back again..n this time...dedicatin it to all the female readers..motivatin them to do sumthin diffrent,...in short..encouragin them to use "pick up" lines...for guys!!...dun b surprised for WE are capable of doin dat..provided it is taken in d rite spirit..,"a lot can happen over cofee"..ok.."but I prefer dinner..u free tonight.."??
..."u make my heart skip a beat.." i know guys do use it but try usin it on them..m sure they will b PLEASANTLY SURPRISED...another way to show d "catty" side of urs..
.."my knees turn into jelly wen u cum near.."..."I lov ur eyes..wen u luk into mine.."..."I want to grow old wid u..".."V luk gud together..let dat b forever.."..."u seem interesting..n I'm interested..."(in knowin u more..;)
..some of my favs...
"U COMPLETE ME!!!"..."U make me feel like a woman.."..."I feel secured wen u r around..".."U hav turned my world upside down n I like it dat way.."..."I dont miss u for u r alwez there in my thoughts.."..."...There can b no one but you.."..."u r d reason of my smile.."...
..all u beautiful people out there..chuck all ur inhibitions...go out and XPRESS ur self in d most original way..for if wat u feel is genuine then u dun need any of these lines...trust me people..(m sayin dat wid xperience)...d feeling of guilt / regret is d worst feeling..its not necessary for one to b in love...Y wait till u realise u r in love..waz d harm in jus lettin a person know if u find him / her... gud/attractive/ sexy/likeable/cute/charmin/..or jus simple..if u like dat person..a mere positive feelin is enough to compel person to xpress..beforeu lose out on a gud person..who might turn out to b gud frend as well..yeah..u might end up meetin / hittin on d wrong ones as well..but tek dat as a learnin lesson..
.............
this was my resolution on my b'day..n so far it has been goin gud,... ;)
..lov u all...tek care n hav a safe diwali..n by d way..jus a thought.."flirtin" is an "art of playin wid others.."n if u hav dat skill then use it to d fullest..!!!!

...RATANPUR PART 2...

..Ratanpur part 2 is on my blog..n not Ratanpur part 1..cuz I started bloggin recently...I know dat was a PJ..(n u wud all lov to agree wid me..)...well..cumin to Ratanpur again..it was FUN..cuz we wer all..despite being havin "commitments"..wer together..n dat too after ages.. c'mon 20 days is a long gap ;)
...n we had to indulge into lyin to people...emotionally blackmailin them n still v aint guilty about it all :)...so Ratanpur darlin welcomed us wid open arms..(read : bottles) n we made d best of d trip..
...we had Montoo's esteem (d car..i mean;) n gang of five.."infamous five;)" .. 3 guys n two girls..guys pullin our legs n girls being d docile ones..though d scene was reverse on our way back...reached kingfisher resort..met Tyson..n saw the owner's portrait..garden was beautiful..n d resort was calm n peaceful - all for my geography report ;)
inaugrated our "session" thr..n then moved back to some other (predecided) resort whr we wer d only ones..sittin out..under d tree n then d "session" began AGAIN..
dat was when I felt a little dizzy..n was asked to talk..i seriously dun remember wat all I said..but then I have them to remind me on monday ;)
...I remember tellin Montoo dat I miss him..I remember this cuz I seriusly wanted to tell him dat...
guys..i dun want to write more..describin RATANPUR TRIP...cuz its not d place..not d "session" dat has importance but d people I went out wid..I was myself..after a looooong time..n I jus loved every moment of it..I still do cuz m smilin right now...
..n yeah..d "scratchin" part is important as well..made me realise my claws are still sharp ;) n i dun need any more practice ;)
...heyya..so all my "h'ble" readers..its wat u r n wid whom u r which is important..its good to climb up d ladder of success but only wen u know thr r people there to hold u wen u fall down..a little philosophical but so damn true!!!...m not here to make a career..hav never been career oriented..but alwez believed in doin gud..n testin my calibre..its my personal life n d people I'm wid which is more important for me..n dats y m happy..n dats wat matters...to me..
...no more "thanx"..but a lot many blessings...to all of us..n may we have loads n loads of such trips.. :)

"...SORRY..m not sorry.. ;)"

...jus a topic suggested by a client of mine who wants me to personally apologise to him...n my "senses" ( watever dat includes ;) dat I shud actually apologise to him...widout feelin so..i mean...i shud feel as if m not apologisin to him..but m obligin him..so say sumthin I dun really feel like sayin..Y not??havent I been givin same gyaan to others (n its valued :)... but trust me..apologisin wen u dun feel ( m not sayin wen u r not) u r at fault..is so DAMN DIFFICULT..n dat too to a person who dusnt matter to me or to my profession..(yes..he dusnt!!!)..who jus wants to inflates his ego..as if our economy isnt sufferin already..!!n Y d hell shud I please his ego??? but I still will...cuz m jus obligin him..now isnt it wonderful dat d person who gav me dis gyaan was so gud at playin wid words..dat m actually feelin gud about it ;)..dat a person wud feel bad / hurt/ insulted if I dun apologise to him..so its "MY APOLOGY"..which sooooooo important for him..now m feelin soooooo much better..
..n now m actually feelin sorry for him..but yeah..m not sorry!!! for what I said / did...n its not my stubborness but my mind..cuz it needs a reason..dat needs to be provided to make me feel sorry..
..so dear "h'ble" readers..apologise..wen u feel u r at fault..apologise to oblige sum1..apologise to make sum1 feel gud.. (it works!!) n trust me..its bad wen u apologise JUST LIKE DAT!!!...thrs a thin line between ego n self respect n most of us at times..(includin myself...) consider the two to b one..n dats whr we go wrong..its d guilt feelin dat makes u realise whether wat u said / did was really required or not..n dats wen one shud really apologise n its never too late...so after "thanx givin.."..its "sorry time"..

.."move on"...

..yeah..it does work..i mean..never thot reactions wud b so fast.. n furious..for i hav already got a comment from my sis on not mentionin her name in the "thanx givin" speech..well...it no less dan winnin an oscar n then givin a speech..minus d tears..flyin kisses n d "oscar lady"...but offlate i'v indulged a lot in thankin people for..jus everythin possible to b thanked for..n was pleasantly surprised to hav recieved more "thanx" than given..n dat made me realise dat one can start a "mutual admiration club.."...any one to join??
... d entire september month was an "eyeopener".."wonderful".."heartbreakin".."earthshatterin".."encouragin".."disappointin"..n all dat u can find in a gud masala film..n my b'day falls in d same month..though none of d adjectives hav anythin to do wid it..!!!
..d course of event(S) jus made me realise d practicality of d phrase "move on"...we claim dat no1 is indispensable..a word used to satisfy our mind..but then at d same time its a fact dat if not all..then thr r few people who r "irreplacable".. n who shudnt b replaced too..so d best way is to b in touch with them..get in touch with new people...n "move on.." :) ...

.."tiny dots"...

..i generally start wid some "dots" and end wid "dots" too...n if sumone dusnt do so..then I find it a little abrupt..so jus thot of findin out what these "dots" signify n then the search button is pressed n the theises follow..sumhow I felt my companion..(here my PC ) dint get my ques..so thot of askin a freind who has done sumthin in psychology...n she told me dat "dots" in beginin show dat u r thinkin sumthin and "dots" in d end signify continuity..
well..m sure my "h'ble" (they are for sure) readers wud definitly find my ques stupid for d explanation was so simple..
..n dats wat "it" is all about..n "it" here symbolises everythin...in jus understandin all complexities of life in d most simple manner n m sure if we all do dat, psychologists wud definitly b rendered jobless...but then dat wud again never happen..cuz "we" humans aint made for doin simple things..rite??....n dats for "continuation.." ;)

.."a thot finally put into action"...

..dats an achievement in itself...

n wud like to share d credit wid d followin people...

1. Pia di..for listenin to me so patiently everytime that i need to torture others now ;)..
2. "rock on" for the wonderful song.."aasman hai neela kyun.."..i jus luv it..so included it in d list.. ;)
3. Mum..for not bein here ..dats y m sharin my thoughts wid u all ;)
4. My boss for lettin me take dis day off..
5. all great bloogers..includin sum known ones..for leavin enuf space for amateurs..
6. my "closed ones" who wud like to b thanked in a public forum...
7. ..a way of makin a difference in a unique/small way..
8. ..N yeah..myself for "finally" bloggin
9. ..n all those who feel have been left out in d above 8 points.. ;)

..n trust me..m sooo lazy dt i had decided to bunk dis entire idea of bloggin halfway but then thot of doin sumthin worthwhile so y not dis?? n now d task was to chose a topic..relationships..??society??politics?? slopin economy??or just plain "LIFE"??..so y not start by jus makin u all feel special... :)

...thanx...

n dis is wat i said to her..who stays wid me in d same flat..of d same age..n who hasnt done much today for me xcept for givin me a cup of tea..but jus now i got an email from her invitin me to her ngagement.. (as if I needed dat ;) ...well..she is my cousin who is gettin ngaged soon..so i jus thot of callin her up n thank for being so nice.. n she said dat it wasnt required..
but was it really not required??? i guess no..strange but then I realised its been some time dat i'v hugged my mum for no reason..or called up my friend(s) at midnite n told them how badly i miss them..
n is dis all not required?? OFCOURSE it is..!!! jus a thot...what have we done today or in recent days to make our "closed ones" feel special...very easy to do...n here we are tryin to please everyone else around us..which is a little difficult..so y not try sumthin "easy" for a change ;)
n yeah..lets not burst a lot many (or not at all) crackers this diwali..for all "educated" people know it causes noise n air pollution..atleast then our conscience will motivate us to stop others from doin so..