So today happens to b d last day of current year ( 2008 ) n i thot of writin sumthin..not only to bid farewell to 2008 but also to welcum 2009..jus pennin ( typin ;) dwn my thots..n actions..
This year... I..
Did a feature on my own in my magazine ( 1st feature of mine)
I sat for appraisals whereas I wasnt eligible to..all thanx to my Boss..
I had decided to quit my job in Feb n m glad I dint..again d credit goes to Montoo...
This Feb reminded me of d valentine spent wid sum1..n also reminded me of d breakup which happened on 14th itself..oh..not to forget my accident..it still pains..n d scar is a constant reminder of it..
Got into another relation for a while..met new people here in ahmedabad..found new frenz..
Rimjhim Singh joined our team n dat was d best thing to happen..
A frend died..
Got over wid a so called "fling"....!!!Celebrated completion of 6months in IT..
Ritu got into FC,Pune..
so far..professional life was OK..usual tensions..clashes..n celebrations n yeah Sanjeev decided to quit..personal was also fine...nothin BAD atleast :)
Sumesh joined our team...
ABU trip..My B'day & Montoo's resignation - same day!!!!!! Ritu hospitalised..my trip to Pune..meetin old frenz...Pankaj's resignation..
My decision to quit..then not to quit..not only shows my indecisiveness but also some1's gud convincin skills..
Timsey died..Anshu Bhaiya was diagnosed with Cancer..d MOST peaceful Diwali..Chhavi's ngagement..
November we were reduced to a team of 3members...copin wid d change..infact in a way it was a new beginin for me..
My parents celebrated their 25th Marriage Anniversary,..no big celebrations...as Ritu n Sneha wernt here n moreover they wanted to b wid each other..so both of them left for Abu...
We got a new member who left d job as a new member only - dunno if it is grammatically correct but it is "emotionally" correct..so again we r 3..
Contributed sumthin in Aspire..which was a BIG thing for me..n m sorry for bein selfish but I'll take major chunk of credit for this...
Xmas this year was gOOOOOOOOOd ;) n a lot many positiv things happened in d last 15days of 2008..which i cant mention rite now..but soon u wud all know about it all ;)
Sumhow I feel I hav not able to do justice to this post..i mean..not been able to xpress d right way..nevertheless..2007 gave me a new job..n 2008 saw me continuin n growin in d same..even my personal life was COMPARATIVELY calmer n peaceful..infact if I look at it..I learnt a lot from every episode...every incident..n my mom feels I hav become more understandin ;)
This post wud b incomplete widout wishin my "H'ble" readers a very happy new year..
wishin dat I get sum more surprises in near future...
wishin dat "WE" - my frenz..hav a reunion soon..
wishin dat i get permission to go for trekkin..
wishin dat dis recession gets over soon..
wishin I stick to my New Year Resolution ;)
...A VERY HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL :)
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Friday, December 12, 2008
...the COUNTDOWN begins...!!!
..NO... the countdown hasnt really begun..atleast not for many..jus dat d ticker on MTV reminded me dat it has begun..!!
here m talkin about "few" ( sum 15 more ) days left for 2009 to arrive.. n it mentioned somethin about NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS!!!- we need a reason to make n break promises...lolz..
..but yeah..this "new year res." is much hyped about...so even i thot of makin some promises to myself..n here d list begins..
...suddenly dont know y..but m feelin full of energy and strenghth to cope up with jus "anythin n everythin "... i think its time to hide "vulnerable" me for atleast sometime..
..so dear "h'ble" readers... we jus need a reason , an ocassion.. to change our outlook / habits ... make some promises.. break some.. but what is really required is to be honest with ourselves!!!!
..... We are our deep DESIRES...
..... As is our desire , so is our WILL..
.... As is our will , so is our ACT....
....As is our act , so is our DESTINY...!!!
...looking forward to LIFE.. :)
P.S - yeah..if i'v forgotten somethin..do add it in ur comments..shall definitely make necessary changes :)
here m talkin about "few" ( sum 15 more ) days left for 2009 to arrive.. n it mentioned somethin about NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS!!!- we need a reason to make n break promises...lolz..
..but yeah..this "new year res." is much hyped about...so even i thot of makin some promises to myself..n here d list begins..
- ...do my work properly - i believe there IS a lack of sincerity..
- ..to go for some adventure..trekkin or raftin - dat has to be ASAP..
- ..to follow a strict diet..most of the time - i get distracted soon u c ;)
- ..to do somethin about my room's settings - i jus keep plannin only..
- ..to buy a new camera widout takin loan from mom - d installments r lifelong otherwise :(
- ..to travel as much as i can - i jus looooov travellin..
- ..grow professionally - "HOW"..i need to find dat out SOON :)
- ...spend more time wid "close" ones - d list is long..
- ...spend more money on "EVERYTHIN" - i looooooov shoppin..
- ...earn more money for d same - i jus fall short of money everytime ;)
- ...go out on a vacation wid family - due for long;not to b included in "travellin" list ;)
- ...pick up some hobby / course - hav been plannin to join spin academy for long..
- ...take my MBA seriusly - jus filled d form, will study for d same too ...
- ..buy a laptop for my sis - hope my company is meherbaan on me :)
- ...do a course in corporate communication - again long overdue n much needed!!!
- ...LAST BUT NOT LEAST - bid FINAL "goodbye" to few people & incidents of my life..somethin which i seriusly want to do..but havent been able to muster up enough courage to..memories do linger but now i want its shadow to fade away..
...suddenly dont know y..but m feelin full of energy and strenghth to cope up with jus "anythin n everythin "... i think its time to hide "vulnerable" me for atleast sometime..
..so dear "h'ble" readers... we jus need a reason , an ocassion.. to change our outlook / habits ... make some promises.. break some.. but what is really required is to be honest with ourselves!!!!
..... We are our deep DESIRES...
..... As is our desire , so is our WILL..
.... As is our will , so is our ACT....
....As is our act , so is our DESTINY...!!!
...looking forward to LIFE.. :)
P.S - yeah..if i'v forgotten somethin..do add it in ur comments..shall definitely make necessary changes :)
Thursday, December 4, 2008
...silly na..dhat ;)
m gettin bored..this line reminds of sumone close to me..but then IT is d state of my mind..
m gettin very very bored..i jus dunno wat to do..i hav nothin to do..i can go off to sleep n sleep for hours together...cuz I LOVE SLEEPIN but i'm not feelin sleepy..
infact m tired..but m not feelin sleepy..m feelin sad..very sad..n again i dunno y..- silly na!!!..dhat ;)
i seriusly want to cry..big time..but m unable to cry..its strange..cuz i cry easily (though few mite disagree) but that's not the problem..d problem is dat I want to cry.. Y cant i break all ties wid few people..?? y do they bounce back wen needed least n vanish wen needed most??y cant i jus erase few episodes of my life wid a "delete" button??y cant i jus luk at d brighter side of evrythin n evrytime??y dun i hav reasons to d way i feel at times ( or perhaps most of d time)?? n i dunno..so i want to cry..perhaps dat wud wipe out sum of my silly thots!!!!!
but its not easy..infact rite now i feel its not easy..
Y m i repeating it again n again...?? wat reasons do i hav??
m into a gud job (hope my boss reads it ;), a comfortable life..mum dad here to take care of me..i earn to spend on myself..no responsibilities (monetory only ;),no possessive boy frend..loads of frenz...(though hardly here in ahmdabad )...i jus dont know how my time passes by..
but...still every mornin i luk forward to ANOTHER day..n not the present day!!! n dats SAD..!!
my colleague finds me a workaholic n earlier i used to deny it..but now i agree wid her..its true..i jus need sumthin to do..somethin i njoyin doin.. mayb a way to jus keep myself buzy..cuz dats wat i have always been doin..doin sumthin or d other..n then sleep..aahhaa.. ;)
My folks r (seriusly ) lukin for a match..n m not bothered..i dun hav any preferences..n still i say no to guys they select..cuz i dunno..earlier i thot its cuz m commitmnt phobic..but i guess m not... m jus scared of being hurt..which we all are..but at d same time,we dun stop lovin..n livin..but then nor hav i stopped lovin n livin..!!!..comin out of one relationship n fallin into another is not wat i want..facin situation is not D ONLY solution everytime..sumtimes runnin away is a gud alternative as well ;)
..i know this all makes no sense but jus hav a habit of "enlightenin" my readers ;)
and another problem wid me is dat i get bored easily - back to line one ;)
the other day i told mum dat i need a break..she asked..."from what??" n i dint hav any answer...its not my job dat i want a break from-atleast not in dis recession period ;) .. its not my boyfrend .. its not my folks ..but its ME!!!
woh kehte hai na.. "khud ko dhoondne jaana hai "... somethin of dat sort..lolz..
no its not even dat...!! i know wat kind of person i am .. wat i want ( or rather wanted) from my life n wat i hav finally got so its not for SELF REALISATION dat i want a break for..
cuz m lost..m bored n m sad..(add VERY ) ... !!!
i'll tell u sumthin.. i want to pack my bag ( jus a rucksack ), get my ticket done n leave for north India...ahead of Srinagar...alone or perhaps wid sum1 who dusnt know me dat well...jus me n her/ him..for a week..i hav everythin planned n set..all i need is permission from my folks..which m not gettin..atleast till FEB..so this plan WILL materialise in March most probably...
to b honest..i dont know wat will happen in 2009 (as if u know ;) but wat i mean is dat i dont hav my life planned AT ALL..
I mite change my job..mite stick to this one..mite shift to another city..mite stay here..mite get married..mite get ngagd..mite remain single.. - so nuthin is planned cuz i hav left it ALL on God n my parents ( i hav better things to do ;)
i dunno y m writin this..n infact writin ALL this..one thing is for sure..if i dun tek dat break..soon..i''l go mad..
n yeah..stretch ur hand n touch..
...not d sky..but ur own self :)
m gettin very very bored..i jus dunno wat to do..i hav nothin to do..i can go off to sleep n sleep for hours together...cuz I LOVE SLEEPIN but i'm not feelin sleepy..
infact m tired..but m not feelin sleepy..m feelin sad..very sad..n again i dunno y..- silly na!!!..dhat ;)
i seriusly want to cry..big time..but m unable to cry..its strange..cuz i cry easily (though few mite disagree) but that's not the problem..d problem is dat I want to cry.. Y cant i break all ties wid few people..?? y do they bounce back wen needed least n vanish wen needed most??y cant i jus erase few episodes of my life wid a "delete" button??y cant i jus luk at d brighter side of evrythin n evrytime??y dun i hav reasons to d way i feel at times ( or perhaps most of d time)?? n i dunno..so i want to cry..perhaps dat wud wipe out sum of my silly thots!!!!!
but its not easy..infact rite now i feel its not easy..
Y m i repeating it again n again...?? wat reasons do i hav??
m into a gud job (hope my boss reads it ;), a comfortable life..mum dad here to take care of me..i earn to spend on myself..no responsibilities (monetory only ;),no possessive boy frend..loads of frenz...(though hardly here in ahmdabad )...i jus dont know how my time passes by..
but...still every mornin i luk forward to ANOTHER day..n not the present day!!! n dats SAD..!!
my colleague finds me a workaholic n earlier i used to deny it..but now i agree wid her..its true..i jus need sumthin to do..somethin i njoyin doin.. mayb a way to jus keep myself buzy..cuz dats wat i have always been doin..doin sumthin or d other..n then sleep..aahhaa.. ;)
My folks r (seriusly ) lukin for a match..n m not bothered..i dun hav any preferences..n still i say no to guys they select..cuz i dunno..earlier i thot its cuz m commitmnt phobic..but i guess m not... m jus scared of being hurt..which we all are..but at d same time,we dun stop lovin..n livin..but then nor hav i stopped lovin n livin..!!!..comin out of one relationship n fallin into another is not wat i want..facin situation is not D ONLY solution everytime..sumtimes runnin away is a gud alternative as well ;)
..i know this all makes no sense but jus hav a habit of "enlightenin" my readers ;)
and another problem wid me is dat i get bored easily - back to line one ;)
the other day i told mum dat i need a break..she asked..."from what??" n i dint hav any answer...its not my job dat i want a break from-atleast not in dis recession period ;) .. its not my boyfrend .. its not my folks ..but its ME!!!
woh kehte hai na.. "khud ko dhoondne jaana hai "... somethin of dat sort..lolz..
no its not even dat...!! i know wat kind of person i am .. wat i want ( or rather wanted) from my life n wat i hav finally got so its not for SELF REALISATION dat i want a break for..
cuz m lost..m bored n m sad..(add VERY ) ... !!!
i'll tell u sumthin.. i want to pack my bag ( jus a rucksack ), get my ticket done n leave for north India...ahead of Srinagar...alone or perhaps wid sum1 who dusnt know me dat well...jus me n her/ him..for a week..i hav everythin planned n set..all i need is permission from my folks..which m not gettin..atleast till FEB..so this plan WILL materialise in March most probably...
to b honest..i dont know wat will happen in 2009 (as if u know ;) but wat i mean is dat i dont hav my life planned AT ALL..
I mite change my job..mite stick to this one..mite shift to another city..mite stay here..mite get married..mite get ngagd..mite remain single.. - so nuthin is planned cuz i hav left it ALL on God n my parents ( i hav better things to do ;)
i dunno y m writin this..n infact writin ALL this..one thing is for sure..if i dun tek dat break..soon..i''l go mad..
n yeah..stretch ur hand n touch..
...not d sky..but ur own self :)
Monday, December 1, 2008
..PEACE into PIECES!!!
MUMBAI BLASTS : 26th Nov'08...another episode of a daily soap..so crudely put but then..we know another one wud soon follow..!!!..all cuz of d faith that I have on our system..!!
...It shocked the WORLD.. but we wernt shocked cuz though we dint xpect this to happen but then we alwez knew sumthin WOULD happen sooner or later..its not dat we r bravehearted people..its cuz we r too coward to JUST to accept d reality but to do nothin about it..
..n now d BLAME GAME begins..politicians playin their roles..of visitin people..places..TRYIN to make their presence felt (.dats wat security is all for)..
this post is not to criticise what happened on 26th..but to gear up for what WILL happen next..this all could have not taken place widout internal help..which WE INDIANS provided..jus reminded me of what Obama said.."WE R UNITED STATES OF AMERICA"..n wat r we.."A BUNCH OF HINDUS N MUSLIMS N CHRISTIANS N so on..."..we have patriotic songs dedicatedto our unity..films portrayin dat..n yeah..speeches of our leaders boastin about it..( read :UNITY) but do we have it..???
there are elections lined up in few states..myb dis could be their plan to divert attention..mayb they hav planned sumthin in sum B town..mayb next cud b me or U..."MAYB" rules our lives..n we let it so..
Dear "H'BLE" readers...lets not get into talkin only..lets do sumthin about this entire episode n stop it from turnin into a daily soap..!!!...n trust me..its not difficult...all we need is to rise above our selfish ulterior motives n think beyond our small world..peep out of d cocoon..n c wat difference can we make in our amall ways..
....lets start by jus being honest to ourselves..n our duties..to start wid..FUNDAMENTAL DUTIES n it is mainly for those who are entrusted with larger roles and responsibilities concernin masses!!!...my colleague jus shared what a housewife said on TV.."in my family..i make sure my family members r disciplined n well mannered even if I have to becum a little stern wid them..all our leaders need to do is to consider INDIA as their family.."..sounds easy..n easy to practice as well...!!!we jus need to try dat...
...It shocked the WORLD.. but we wernt shocked cuz though we dint xpect this to happen but then we alwez knew sumthin WOULD happen sooner or later..its not dat we r bravehearted people..its cuz we r too coward to JUST to accept d reality but to do nothin about it..
..n now d BLAME GAME begins..politicians playin their roles..of visitin people..places..TRYIN to make their presence felt (.dats wat security is all for)..
this post is not to criticise what happened on 26th..but to gear up for what WILL happen next..this all could have not taken place widout internal help..which WE INDIANS provided..jus reminded me of what Obama said.."WE R UNITED STATES OF AMERICA"..n wat r we.."A BUNCH OF HINDUS N MUSLIMS N CHRISTIANS N so on..."..we have patriotic songs dedicatedto our unity..films portrayin dat..n yeah..speeches of our leaders boastin about it..( read :UNITY) but do we have it..???
there are elections lined up in few states..myb dis could be their plan to divert attention..mayb they hav planned sumthin in sum B town..mayb next cud b me or U..."MAYB" rules our lives..n we let it so..
Dear "H'BLE" readers...lets not get into talkin only..lets do sumthin about this entire episode n stop it from turnin into a daily soap..!!!...n trust me..its not difficult...all we need is to rise above our selfish ulterior motives n think beyond our small world..peep out of d cocoon..n c wat difference can we make in our amall ways..
....lets start by jus being honest to ourselves..n our duties..to start wid..FUNDAMENTAL DUTIES n it is mainly for those who are entrusted with larger roles and responsibilities concernin masses!!!...my colleague jus shared what a housewife said on TV.."in my family..i make sure my family members r disciplined n well mannered even if I have to becum a little stern wid them..all our leaders need to do is to consider INDIA as their family.."..sounds easy..n easy to practice as well...!!!we jus need to try dat...
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